PAINT THE TOWN RED

JW's gorgeous chio car!

Andrew's Birthday

KTV & Dinner with the Girlfriends

Timbre

Since exams ended till now I have been JAM PACKED with activities. Kept me so busy on my toes that I haven't even had the time to pack for my trip tomorrow. So I am going on a community service trip to Batam where we will be spending 10 days there painting the school, building a playground, teaching the kids and celebrating an early X'mas with them. I am so lazy to pack such a bad habit and worse of all, no shorts allowed! OMG I live on shorts which means I have to spend extra time digging my head into the closet to find all the long pants that I actually own which is erm less than 5 pairs? Shitz and I still have to head out soon to meet friends not forgetting I had a long day in school organizing the "Back To School Party" It was shit loads of fun cause the theme is mismatched. Well basically you have to dress up weirdly so we were doing an intro video and all of us deliberately wore totally quirky clothings which is of course atrocious! But it was good fun! 

So on wednesday, the girls and I headed down to Zouk. Super packed because my school shifted to Zouk that night. 3/4 of school peeps were hardcore partying, everyone was so high and so drunk. One of the best nights that I had, okay I was really high like jumping around non-stop, taking my shoes off cause they hurt so bad and running around Velvet to Zouk to Phuture and back again, throwing shoes down from Member's area, insane! Gio came back from Aussie so we all met up on Thursday and Friday was good time with Hazel baby and we went to Zouk again. Yet another awesome night but hangovers are really bad. Saturday I met up with the 2 boys, JK and G and later at night, the girls and I went to Butter for Thriller. It was sucha bad night, all the bad DRAMA. Initially everything was good and awesome but I guess all of us drank  way TOO much. So glad that whatever happened, Stella Dawn and me were safe at the end. I swear me and Dawn were so afraid he would stab us with a knife omg, and the police came and all but thank God we ran into the cab and left Nana fast enough. urrgghh no more Nana and sleazy places. We ended up there because S ran away to Nana when we left Butter and we had to head there to make sure she was alright. 

Sunday was Mich's 21st a Naumi hotel. Got to meet up with Eddee and Mich after sooooooo long. I am so happy for my 2 best friends seeing that they are so happy at this point in time. Chilled there for the whole day and Mich's sister painted my nails Hot Pink so cute. She is so happening like she's only 15 and she goes to International house parties with all the cute boys pretending she's shanghainese and all. I made her promise she would bring me next time! haha. I wish I was 16 again, I really dread turning 20 which will be in a few weeks time. :( So depressing. Oh no I did not keep track of time ok I gtg, this is such a long post! Be back soon :)

DEFINITION.

After being "Internet-ly" deprived for past a week except for that day that I went back to school, I am stealing someone else's internet "linksys" or something and viola I have access now. Though its atrociously slow but the Internet has been such a big distraction like for now, I am supposed to be studying for Stats, my last paper tmr but look at what I am doing. Pfffttt. Besides that, I am looking up on hotels which are incredibly cheap like GoodwoodPark is going for 200ish per night only. Capella looks lovely as well but its a wicked 700ish per night. Love hotels and breakfast in bed and was deciding whether to go for a short getaway but since hotels are so cheap now, I rather book a few nights here. This is so bad, the situation I mean. My stats notes are barely an inch away from me yet I am not doing what I am supposed to do. Also I have been glued to the TV for the past few days & watching countless of movies at the same time. So with the exams ending tmr, I have no clue as to what I am gonna be doing. I just feel like lazing around, maybe take a stroll by the beach, watch TV, catch a movie, sit down over coffee with friends, just laid back stuff, nothing too hardcore. Alright I'll probably catch an episode of The Hills, missed it for too long. 

JUST THAT SIMPLE

Ballet Under The Stars

Today I woke up not knowing that it was Hari Raya. No wonder it was peacefully quiet; construction sites halted work because it is a public holiday. That explains why I was able to sleep so well.  So now I am stuck in school on a public holiday with D, how pathetic. We just had tom yum soup and thai food. Just a few mouthful and the silly boy was perspiring like mad, turning all red in the face and gulping down the whole bottle of mineral water within seconds. I have about one and a half hours more to finish my revision cause I am catching a movie later. Wonder how am I gonna walk cause my heels kinda tore. That's what you get for like a $10 pair of heels. lol. I am very cheapskate ok. Just don't see the point in buying such an expensive pair of heels when they will get worn out eventually or better, they spoil after a night of partying. 

Ballet under the stars with the besties. It has been our tradition to attend B.S and we have been attending it for the past 3 years. Nothing short of awesome though I really preferred the one we attended last year. It was incredibly amusing since most of the themes performed revolved around "Homosexuality" but this year it was a little boring that we ended up snapping pictures from Mich's camera which has this continuous self-timer shot function that allows you to take 15 pictures at one go. I miss my best friends and I haven't seen them in months. Alright I better get back to my work, Jay Chou is all that's on my playlist now. 

WHEN TIME STANDS STILL

One paper down, 2 more to go. Law paper was crap, I think I wrote a whole load of nonsense and as always my handwriting was, and will remain illegible. But Law has never been my forte; I prefer numbers. 

Met up with Amanda after at Starbucks & Adrian happened to join us. It was good chilling for 4 whole hours, I am so glad we finally met up after 3 months? Well we really missed those times when we had so much fun which was roughly last year about this period. Drinking ourselves silly, giggling over cute boys, (we're not boy-crazy but its fun to talk about how cute certain people are including girls) just being together. Sound so lesbian-y but I really do love her. Well,  what to do? We are all growing up and maybe maybe this is a downtime for us as well right? How boring and mundane life is at this point in time, and how all the drama used to happen to us but it has now found new owners. Don't get me wrong, we do not welcome dramas but it just shows how un-exciting our lives are. But things will get better and sunny and happy again, without the drama :) Meeting up with her made me realize how school has been taking a huge toll on me. Since school started, I have not been meeting many of my friends which really sucks. Time and again, I know I have been telling them that I will meet them but did not do so because I am so busy with school and in my free time I have to attend birthdays and farewells and the more important stuff. It's not like I am not making an effort because I really am but time is limited and I cannot fit everyone into the schedule which is oh so packed already. Of course I feel really really bad. Like when I was leaving Starbucks, I bumped into Ian and Dick and Carol and they were saying how I am always giving excuses of not being able to meet them :( And then shortly after when I was walking to the carpark, I bumped into Hazel and she tells me how I am always too busy to meet up with her. Sigh, I really do miss her and everyone else :(((((  So when my exams end, and although my Dec holidays are gonna be cut short to 2 weeks cause I am going to Batam for overseas community involvement for 10 days, I WILL and I MUST make sure I meet up with people whom though might seem distant right now, but they will always be close to my heart. 

Because I couldn't get to sleep last night, I watched this Korean movie, "A moment to remeber" which was just tear-jerking. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing since the start of the show to the end. It's akin to "The Notebook" but way better and sadder as well. Koreans are just good at making people cry. Ok I better start cramping words into my brain since I took the whole day off already. Can't bloody wait for 2nd of December! 

RISE & SHINE

Gio's Birthday & Farewell 

Amanda's Birthday <3 

Good morning people! I am turning into a night owl; sleeping in the day and studying at night grrrr. For the record, I haven't slept yet and I still feel so wide awake. What was I thinking? Drinking coffee at 4am???Caffeine rush! Looks like I will not be sleeping so soon cause I have tons of revision to finish. At least I am not camping in school, idk how they do it man. 2 weeks to go, and I will be set free! Can't wait can't wait. 

So strangely, it so happens that I get this "nauseating" feeling everytime I see this certain someone. I seriously feel like puking and the fact is that I do not even puke when I am drunk except for maybe that 1-2 times. Point being that a revelation struck me somehow the first time I ever felt that way. Funny how we can see someone else in a totally different light that we did not see that person before or was just BLINDED. Even when everyone around you told you how foolish you were and tried to make you see the light. lol. But yeah I saw the light, maybe too much of it and now that I am standing out of the picture, I feel grossed out by you. I know I sound really mean and all but I just can't help but to feel disgusted, character wise which creates a domino effect and characterizes everything else in the same manner. I am so glad you are outta my life for good!

Anyway I think the caffeine's wearing off so laters! :)

AWWW...

I MISS YOU MORE AMANDA HO! :)

MELANCHOLY IN THE WIND

Some days, I am just numb to the pain and those memories seem to mean nothing. Some days, the flashbacks bring me back down memory lane and all those hidden feelings resurface. They never vanished, always and will remain within me. Without saying, this is the only hurt that will always linger and nothing will ever take it away. It was then that I truly felt what it was like for a heart to ache so badly, akin to being ripped apart, from that one most precious thing being forcefully taken away from you. How can happiness and sadness be so closely intertwined? Something that brought tremendous joy yet leaving a wound that will never heal. 

STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE

Harloweeeennnnnn featuring J, XT, S on Photobooth

Notice the background of this picture...

and this picture....

Blank. I ran out of things to talk about. You wouldn't want to read about how boring my life is right now; I have no life & no drama. Yay to no drama but boo to no life. I badly need to seek solace on a beach, wallow in self-pity over a bottle(s) of red wine, probably lose my way and end up not knowing where I am. The next day I will wake up to the deepest bluish pair of eyes, belonging to the most gorgeous male species that I have ever laid my eyes upon. He will take me on a journey to Neverland where dreams come true...

Plain stupidity, I know. Male species? So is it a human being, a creature, an animal or what? And I am absolutely fascinated with Peterpan, Neverland and Tinkerbell. To this very day, I still want to believe that the story exists and it is in fact a true story. Maybe someday I will create my own fairytale and sell it off to Disney. Anyway their stories are getting more unrealistic and 21st centurish, not as if fairytales are realistic but at least there is a happily ever after and a prince charming. Which suffices actually. Anyway I need to stop daydreaming and get back to my homework and assignments and revisions which is a complete BORE. So can't wait for December!

TWISTED PULCHRITUDE

All the world's a stage,

Men & Women the players in it.

They have their entrances and exits

And each is time plays many parts. 

CONFUSION ON THE DANCEFLOOR

Okay if you notice carefully, my eyes are extremely red in the pictures due to them being very sensitive whenever I wear my contacts. Well partly its cause I used to sleep with them glued to my retina so DON'T ever sleep with your contacts intact no matter how drunk, tired, lazy you are. Halloween was really fun except that Zouk was overly packed as usual but we had our little crib over at Copthorne Hotel. Pre-party was so fun with the girls; all the silly videos they made, watching comedic porn (from XT's laptop), camwhoring, gossiping... found out about he she her them, gasp in astonishment. haha. Yeah the world's damn small, no, Singapore's damn small. Went over to Ben's birthday + housewarming + halloween party for awhile which was really cute cause everyone were in costumes and of course it wasn't as packed as Zouk. Went back to Zouk with the girls after and it was just omfg crowded. Seriously, its just overrated, no more halloween parties in clubs next year. So I m up this "early" everyday and my daily dosages now consist of Starbucks Coffee, Berrocca, Meiji Strawberry Yoghurt and X. Digressing, bidding sucks literally. I only managed to get 2 mods out of 6, inflation! Its bleeding me dry and I might not even have enough $$$ next year to bid plus my mods are gonna get more expensive. But at least I get to go to classes with the gfs. TGIF! Should I go to Zouk tonight??? I know I shouldn't cause I have to mug, but then again all work and no play makes Jane a dull girl right? 

PERIOD.

"The only thing there is to do is to forgive and forget. 

So I wanna forgive you... & I wanna FORGET you"

YOU CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT

All set for Halloween. Naughty or nice, you decide. See you where the party's at!

ALL IN THE DETAILS

Life's too short. Too short....

THE TRUTH WILL COME TO LIGHT

As much as I believe in Karma, I also do believe that there's this moment of truth which will put an end to all the lies that someone has told. Finally, I feel vindicated after being oppressed by all the unjust sayings a certain someone has put me under.It has come to past. The adrenaline's still pumping throughout my body; effects of wakeboarding. In dire need to build up muscles so that I can tahan the trainings and also to bid goodbye to the flabbiness. That's what happens when you get too comfortable with a certain someone, you don't really care much about the world and your surroundings. Not good. I am still racking my brains as to what should I go as on Halloween. 2 parties and no costumes. I was thinking of making them myself even, at least its way cheaper than buying or renting them. Ben's birthday party tonight and I have ice-cream training later as well. Gosh I feel super shag already, gonna crash for awhile for now!

STEP INTO A NEW REALM

Credits: Slash Magazine

“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.” - Anaïs Nin